Gunman says he "kind of transferred suicidal thoughts into homicidal"
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Was he in contact with reality? Gunman says there were times he wasn't realistic
Describes imagining nuclear winter as an "intrusive thought"
What happens with that atomic bomb cloud? "it just disintegrates everything around"
Next characteristic from Reids notes: "that you were a very interesting person."
Gunman responds: "I dont know about that one, it sounds like flattery"
Could you have fooled people into thinking you were extremely bright?
"No, I try to be more modest."
Another description: "Awkward around other people"
Response; "I would say that's accurate"
Another: "pretty much similar to other research grad students."
Response: "I didn't stand out. I was pretty much going with the flow"
Gunman believes classmates/professors saw him as studious and hardworking
Next description: "Very angry"
Response: "In all honesty, that is inaccurate"
Why might they think he was angry? "If they interpreted my awkwardness as anger"
"I never told anybody I was angry"
gunman says hatred of mankind is like the hatred of broccoli, but not a fiery passion hate. Dr. Ried asks more.
Gunman says he felt separate from mankind
Gunman says he was "averse to mankind"
Next description: Self-centered
Why is it self-centered to put work into study? "Because you are gaining knowledge for yourself, improving yourself"
Did you view yoruself as mentally ill? "Sometimes."
In what way? "In the social awkwardness and the intrusive thoughts"
Also had intrusive thoughts about guns. "That I should shoot as many people as possible"
How did you feel as you told me that? "Not good"