What are people thinking about you in those moments? "Why isn't he talking.... maybe there's something weird about him" but they don't say that, he clarifies, they think it
Reid asks for particular examples: "Uhhhhh" Gunman tells story about watching chess game when he was working at the camp. Afterward, he heard them talking about him.
How'd you feel? "like there was somethign wrong with me"
Dr Reid asks to take gunman's pulse
Ok, we've figured out the setting that had the video stuck. Won't happen again
Was the situation of feeling shy/isolated generally related to particular situations? Or was it in general? Answer: Anytime other people were around
In the fantasy, gunman says the saw cuts off a limb. "once it happens, then there's no more. it is done"
Gunman tells Reid saw is dangerous to the other person.
dr "So the saw is your friend/ally?"
gunman "No, I wouldn't put it like that"
What happens next? "I'm either still frozen or I've come up with a response or something"
Dr asks: Why did you so quickly correct when I said the saw was your ally?
Gunman "The saw is doing it on its own"
Dr asks if the saw is any part of him? "No, I don't know"
Gunman said he also imagines setting off atomic bombs
Gunman asked to speculate why he thinks of those things? "Because I'm frustrated I guess"
Dr Reid brings up girlfriend, how gunman was relatively old at time of first relationship. Gunman confirms that was his first sexual experience
"It was a successful relationship" gunman says.
How frequent was the sex? 3-4 times per week gunman answers
Dr Reid asks to read quotes about how people see the gunman
1st: "trying to keep it together"
Gunman says he doesn't know what that is
Dr Reid focuses gunman on idea of keeping his mind together. Gunman said he felt like "mind was falling apart"
When did that being to fall apart? "After Christmas when I came back to graduate school"
Gunman says he was sick from Mono, fatigued at that time